it's been 00:40 in the middle of the night and i just cant sleep on. i tried to watch movies he gave me like The Mentalist, but still. i still awake. it such a shit. because tomorrow morning i have to wake up in the morning, get shower then go to the jungle as usual. and of course meet the all the fake person, hypocrite, liar yeah yeah yah. sounds i am so sarcasm right now.
anyway, when i was watching the mentalist then Lipstick Jungle i saw that whats wrong with cheating?
i know that is a wrong thing. bad thing but hell yeah everything comes with a reason. you are liar, you are hypocrite still have at least one reason why you do that. right? i have no right to judge people oh well, maybe i was. but i know. there was a reason behind this shit happens. *i always say this shit happens* why being bad is always have a judgement? i know some Indonesians dont do that like gossiping but what the heck are you talking about? it is like "go find and solve your own business bitch, or this is not kinda your business". my business attitude lecturer said that we have our culture to manage our behavior and blah..blah..blah..blah which is her subject make me bored as well.
i was cheating. and i have my own reason. you dont have any right to judge me as a bad girl. why i did that or how it was. why everyone looks so saint? why everyone cant take all the matters easily? why peoples keep talking, sneaking, and stalking? cheating is not such a criminal. i am tired for those who blames me for cheated and all of my mistakes. i just want peoples to think clearer than they look. just dont judge peoples whatever they seem.
the infotainment showed Anji was cheating with a girl in his music video. i dont know if it is right. officially i dont care. and i know i have no rights to judging. my friend, well stupid. she flames on twitter and say bad thing about anji. how about me? if she knew i was cheating. i am totally sure that she will not say bad thing in front of me but still she will judge me in her fucking mind. how hypocrite is she. fiuh.
well, i should go sleep now.
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